2018 MATC Scholars Program: Dr. Chris Cornelius
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02/27/2019
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Dr. Cornelius discusses his past as a Native American student and why the Scholars Program participants should choose to continue their education in a 4-year degree program.
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- [00:00:05.197]We have something to talk about,
- [00:00:06.499]how everything has been somewhat generational
- [00:00:08.010]in terms of what someone has happen to them
- [00:00:10.110]to arrive where they are.
- [00:00:11.460]I don't know if you've ever talked
- [00:00:12.293]to your grandparents about that.
- [00:00:13.981]Have you?
- [00:00:14.814]Where they've been?
- [00:00:15.730]How they arrived where they were?
- [00:00:17.033]What they had to go through?
- [00:00:18.650]What do you think of that,
- [00:00:20.461]when they tell you stories?
- [00:00:21.594]"Grandpa, I don't wanna hear it?"
- [00:00:24.656]Right, is that what you say?
- [00:00:25.510]Come on, tell the truth.
- [00:00:28.220]Yeah, little bit?
- [00:00:30.030]Are you talking to him?
- [00:00:31.820]Or you pull out your iPhone and start doing this.
- [00:00:35.610]No?
- [00:00:36.938]Okay, okay.
- [00:00:37.771]So, all of us have had a journey of some sort.
- [00:00:40.130]So, if you look at this,
- [00:00:42.880]you have one, this one right here.
- [00:00:45.130]Have you heard of her before, Susan La Flesche?
- [00:00:48.680]Yes
- [00:00:49.677]Yes, famous woman.
- [00:00:50.510]Right, the first one.
- [00:00:52.237]How about Carlos Montezuma?
- [00:00:53.858]Have you heard of him as well?
- [00:00:57.270]People that, and you can keep going on and on,
- [00:01:00.477]Native Americans that have done different things
- [00:01:03.230]that have contributed, in some way,
- [00:01:05.290]to the betterment of not only the country,
- [00:01:06.880]but some people that they've tried to help.
- [00:01:09.690]Although, if you look at that,
- [00:01:10.980]originally, and I have a slide that I'd like
- [00:01:13.978]to talk about in a little bit.
- [00:01:15.619]They always say people's perspectives about who you are
- [00:01:20.320]and what one can do is extremely broad.
- [00:01:24.593]When I said last night that I saw you,
- [00:01:26.652]and I was looking at you, and I thought
- [00:01:28.273]what can one do, what could you.
- [00:01:30.713]I don't know if you thought much about that.
- [00:01:34.680]What do you wanna do, here now
- [00:01:37.190]in this program that you're in?
- [00:01:40.260]When you're done, what do you think you'll be?
- [00:01:42.833]Where can you imagine?
- [00:01:47.953]Correct, well, sometimes what you need,
- [00:01:50.353]that's what I'm talking about,
- [00:01:53.769]what she had to do, right, in order
- [00:01:55.030]to finally arrive there.
- [00:01:56.450]Sometimes you have to sacrifice certain things
- [00:01:59.140]along the way to arrive at the point
- [00:02:01.516]which you are now.
- [00:02:02.450]Even myself, I've never heard that term,
- [00:02:05.020]urban community, before.
- [00:02:06.340]I've heard lots of different terms,
- [00:02:08.300]and you grow tough skin on the outside
- [00:02:12.430]'cause, you know, you dealt with it a lot in your life.
- [00:02:15.030]But, this is prominent when I see this type
- [00:02:18.050]of behavior here.
- [00:02:19.270]All their achievements that you see,
- [00:02:21.620]you know, I had spoken to you a little bit
- [00:02:23.968]about when I was at Montana State, I could keep going on.
- [00:02:25.930]I was the first to graduate in the College of Engineering
- [00:02:30.320]back in '94.
- [00:02:32.520]You guys probably weren't even born.
- [00:02:33.980]But anyhow, I think I'm getting old.
- [00:02:37.460]I was the first to graduate in the College of Engineering
- [00:02:39.690]as a Native American.
- [00:02:40.810]I was the first to graduate from Virginia Tech
- [00:02:43.220]with a PhD.
- [00:02:44.910]You know, everyone has a story.
- [00:02:46.330]I'm sure Dr. Thomas will talk about,
- [00:02:48.400]probably one of the very first
- [00:02:50.360]to graduate in different areas,
- [00:02:51.790]and to see that there's many of us
- [00:02:54.520]that have done different things,
- [00:02:56.060]and we're one of the first generation,
- [00:02:58.667]just like your grandparents talked about,
- [00:03:00.448]the first, this first, and what we tried to do
- [00:03:03.940]is provide a pathway for you to be successful.
- [00:03:07.740]Have you ever seen an ice breaker before?
- [00:03:10.844]Does anyone know what an ice breaker is?
- [00:03:14.100]No?
- [00:03:16.110]So, if you ever watch that show, Bering Sea,
- [00:03:20.907]Fishing in the Bering Sea, does anyone
- [00:03:24.086]know where the Bering Sea is?
- [00:03:26.470]Yeah.
- [00:03:27.569]So, it's up there, you know, up near Manaka.
- [00:03:29.570]It freezes over 'cause it's so frickin cold, right.
- [00:03:32.330]It's so cold.
- [00:03:33.590]So, they'll have this ice breakers,
- [00:03:35.210]which are ships that have really thick hulls,
- [00:03:38.040]thick skin, right.
- [00:03:41.200]Their job is to go through and break the ice
- [00:03:44.510]so that others can follow behind,
- [00:03:48.060]so other ships can do that.
- [00:03:49.340]So, once you break it up, and you get this ice broken,
- [00:03:52.280]as long as other ships start flowing through there,
- [00:03:54.450]that stays open forever, or forever in the sense
- [00:03:58.080]that until spring comes and melts,
- [00:04:00.000]and you start all over again.
- [00:04:02.610]However, if no one follows behind you,
- [00:04:06.250]you can guess what happens, right.
- [00:04:08.651]The ice that was broken comes back together
- [00:04:10.744]and refreezes again.
- [00:04:14.550]So, all of us here that are talking to you,
- [00:04:19.547]Dr. Thomas will talk to you, you probably
- [00:04:21.426]have others that have told you stories.
- [00:04:22.969]Your grandparents told you those stories, right.
- [00:04:25.040]We were different ice breakers
- [00:04:26.550]that have come forward and done things
- [00:04:28.760]to try to make it, to try to provide a path for you
- [00:04:32.460]to go forward, to overcome.
- [00:04:35.851]I'm envious of you 'cause of all the things
- [00:04:39.408]that you're going to be able to do
- [00:04:40.770]that are going to be opportunities for you,
- [00:04:44.140]and I think that's gonna be a wonderful thing.
- [00:04:45.850]So, let me tell you a little bit about myself.
- [00:04:48.331]Now, Cornelius.
- [00:04:53.051]Does anybody know these Cornelius's?
- [00:04:55.670]Yeah, all of them.
- [00:04:57.086]Yeah.
- [00:04:59.350](audience laughs)
- [00:05:00.367]Yeah, you know back in the,
- [00:05:02.827]in fact, my wife dared me to do it.
- [00:05:05.020]Then she found out later on that I was a nerd.
- [00:05:08.910]Secretly, I was secretly a nerd all the time.
- [00:05:12.649]I actually won pizza just for American Bandstand.
- [00:05:17.345]But, anyhow, I'm pretty good at it.
- [00:05:20.651]So, I do with I was Cornelius Bennett,
- [00:05:23.186]but you know, I'm a small guy, and that's
- [00:05:24.300]not gonna happen, right.
- [00:05:26.850]Any of you guys remember this guy?
- [00:05:28.204]Yeah.
- [00:05:29.120]Yeah, what did he, what was he looking for?
- [00:05:32.210]Some gold, right.
- [00:05:34.280]His ice pick, throws it up and he goes, no,
- [00:05:36.710]dang it, not there yet.
- [00:05:38.920]I always was embarrassed when I was younger
- [00:05:41.240]about this one.
- [00:05:42.487]Does anyone know who this is?
- [00:05:44.043]Some of the older ones in here,
- [00:05:45.650]we totally know this one.
- [00:05:47.467]This was, they actually had action figures
- [00:05:49.426]of all these people.
- [00:05:53.430]That was a hard one, you know, 'cause growing up
- [00:05:55.211]in Montana you know, it's like, Cornelius.
- [00:05:56.526]It's almost no Cornelius.
- [00:05:58.408]Actually, I don't even know anyone.
- [00:06:00.220]Although, sometimes I wish I was
- [00:06:02.250]related to this man up here.
- [00:06:04.811]Anyone know who Cornelius Vanderbilt is?
- [00:06:08.571]Who knows?
- [00:06:09.404]Nobody?
- [00:06:12.530]Okay, who is it?
- [00:06:14.390]He was one of the wealthy people
- [00:06:17.910]of the early 20th century.
- [00:06:19.480]Was he a robber baron?
- [00:06:21.440]He was the train man.
- [00:06:23.510]The train man.
- [00:06:24.557]So, you can look at all of the different,
- [00:06:26.667]you know, these big Roosevelts,
- [00:06:29.470]that had all this power, and you had JP Morgan, right,
- [00:06:33.640]these big people that came and really
- [00:06:36.730]shaped, formed this country in different ways.
- [00:06:40.310]Cornelius Vanderbilt was one of these people,
- [00:06:43.771]incredibly rich man.
- [00:06:44.604]I remember when I was living in Connecticut,
- [00:06:49.200]they had this place where you're really rich,
- [00:06:51.490]and all these rich people were in Rhode Island,
- [00:06:54.345]and they would go up there in the summer
- [00:06:55.270]because it's actually beautiful up there
- [00:06:57.290]in the Northeast during the summer.
- [00:06:58.731]They all had their homes.
- [00:07:01.370]One woman that had a home, who was related to JP Morgan,
- [00:07:04.460]the entire building was made of marble.
- [00:07:06.800]It came all from Italy.
- [00:07:08.630]It had to be grand marble.
- [00:07:10.827]So, the whole house was marble.
- [00:07:12.120]The walls were marble.
- [00:07:13.728]The floors and all were marble.
- [00:07:14.561]It was just for summer.
- [00:07:16.170]They would come there for maybe a month,
- [00:07:17.750]and that was it.
- [00:07:18.747]Then they'd go to other places.
- [00:07:20.107]So, Cornelius Vanderbilt had the same thing.
- [00:07:22.287]He had all these summer homes.
- [00:07:23.790]Sometimes I wish I was related to him.
- [00:07:26.827]And, of course, he's really cool in my mind,
- [00:07:28.790]and I wish I was related to him as well.
- [00:07:32.769]I just though I would mention that.
- [00:07:34.545]So, anyhow, and then, of course, Pope Cornelius,
- [00:07:36.920]which my mom wishes sometimes I'd lean
- [00:07:39.095]to religion.
- [00:07:40.750]I have a brother who's a pastor.
- [00:07:43.457]That was one of the callings that my parents
- [00:07:45.030]wish I would've done, but I'm other than that.
- [00:07:48.753]Which one?
- [00:07:50.215]Which one?
- [00:07:51.048]All of them.
- [00:07:52.563]Actually, I'm not related to all those.
- [00:07:54.950]Actually, probably, if you talk to my mom,
- [00:07:58.470]and when my dad was alive, they'd say him.
- [00:08:00.615]You know, a lot of the names that my family members have,
- [00:08:02.892]which is a big family, we have a big family.
- [00:08:05.500]Eight in our family total.
- [00:08:08.580]All of them have somewhat religious names,
- [00:08:10.400]'cause that is what they're hope was.
- [00:08:13.340]You do this, and then, you know, your life
- [00:08:15.560]will be better in some way, right.
- [00:08:17.340]We give ourselves names for reasons.
- [00:08:19.770]Names represent something in hopes
- [00:08:22.604]that we might be something of it.
- [00:08:24.633]Now, like I said, I'm not one of those guys,
- [00:08:27.436]but that's okay.
- [00:08:28.600]I'll accept who I am and what I do.
- [00:08:32.220]So, you've heard this theme come forward, right.
- [00:08:36.440]Why college?
- [00:08:38.215]Why go to college?
- [00:08:39.916]Why college?
- [00:08:41.000]There's other paths that you,
- [00:08:44.220]what are some of the reasons why you're in,
- [00:08:48.360]where you are right now?
- [00:08:49.870]Why have you chosen this?
- [00:08:53.663]What is your hope by doing this?
- [00:08:56.960]Where do you see yourself later?
- [00:08:59.470]These are the questions we have to think about, right.
- [00:09:02.367]I did tell you, I told this story before.
- [00:09:05.304]My original path was not the most traditional in any way.
- [00:09:11.050]We talked a little bit about that.
- [00:09:14.520]This is a question for you, and when we
- [00:09:17.100]were talking last night, and I saw you,
- [00:09:19.010]and I heard that we, in my heart
- [00:09:21.590]that you have potential that you just don't know yet.
- [00:09:24.080]You're so young.
- [00:09:25.650]This is a drop in the bucket for you right now.
- [00:09:29.343]What you want to do is push yourself
- [00:09:33.460]and see what you can become.
- [00:09:36.380]I sometimes think of it this way.
- [00:09:40.677]So, you grew up here, right.
- [00:09:42.240]Let's imagine this.
- [00:09:45.370]When you were one year old, and I took you as a child,
- [00:09:50.300]right, and I put you in Japan.
- [00:09:53.023]You have your parents that are perfect.
- [00:09:55.653]I put you in Japan with new parents who are Japanese.
- [00:10:00.960]What do you think?
- [00:10:02.720]Who would you be?
- [00:10:04.870]What language would you speak?
- [00:10:10.480]Absolutely.
- [00:10:12.863]You'd have some sushi and rice.
- [00:10:14.650]You'd speak Japanese.
- [00:10:16.720]You'd probably speak Chinese.
- [00:10:18.150]You learn English, but you'd still
- [00:10:20.890]be on the outside the same person.
- [00:10:23.500]Inside of you, there are other core things
- [00:10:26.460]that make you who you are.
- [00:10:30.593]What has happened is the circumstances
- [00:10:33.066]around you, that mold you indefinitely, right.
- [00:10:36.880]So, what we are hoping for you is
- [00:10:39.400]that we can, you can put yourself into an environment
- [00:10:42.920]that can change your circumstances.
- [00:10:46.042]Then, who you become as a result of that
- [00:10:48.463]could be pretty dramatic in all ways,
- [00:10:53.710]which is exciting, right.
- [00:10:54.740]You have incredible potential.
- [00:10:57.560]I always think of it like Aladdin, right.
- [00:11:01.282]What did they say about Aladdin?
- [00:11:04.710]Remember that?
- [00:11:07.130]When he had to go into the Sphinx,
- [00:11:08.929]what did they refer to Aladdin as?
- [00:11:11.800]The diamond in the rough, something that you
- [00:11:14.400]just don't know yet what it is.
- [00:11:16.310]So, this is why I think you should continue forward.
- [00:11:19.610]I would challenge you to seriously think about that.
- [00:11:22.390]There are so many things that you could do.
- [00:11:25.090]Now, here's a picture of my father.
- [00:11:30.320]Unfortunately, I can't, I don't have facial hair.
- [00:11:33.550]That's one of those genetic features
- [00:11:35.397]when you're Native, sometimes you don't get that.
- [00:11:38.363]So, not happening.
- [00:11:41.363]My father was incredibly supportive.
- [00:11:44.490]He went to Haskell, and my mother went to Haskell.
- [00:11:48.650]That's where they met.
- [00:11:51.410]He then shared some of his life, you know,
- [00:11:54.600]basically grew up in Haskell.
- [00:11:56.380]He was there since he was 10.
- [00:11:58.790]He spent his entire time there.
- [00:12:00.370]The original mission of Haskell wasn't
- [00:12:02.020]to train you in the way that it is now.
- [00:12:04.650]It was actually there to train you in a trade.
- [00:12:07.980]If you look at what America's original thought there,
- [00:12:12.559]the government, they thought that we as Natives,
- [00:12:14.863]aren't really intelligent enough
- [00:12:17.630]to learn more than that.
- [00:12:19.860]So, we would be best if we were taught,
- [00:12:22.724]that we would get a trade of some sort,
- [00:12:24.658]'cause that's what we do.
- [00:12:25.491]We could do really well at that,
- [00:12:26.870]but other things, not so much.
- [00:12:28.670]This is in the early 1880s.
- [00:12:31.182]Now me, today, if I was there, I'd say,
- [00:12:34.510]why did you seek that.
- [00:12:37.082]What has made you make that decision?
- [00:12:40.350]You can always find this throughout history.
- [00:12:42.460]It doesn't matter what culture you're talking about.
- [00:12:44.550]They'll make assumptions about you.
- [00:12:47.340]So, my background is that I learned a lot.
- [00:12:51.250]I was like you, a very quiet person.
- [00:12:55.760]All of you are very quiet.
- [00:12:59.604]You are, shy.
- [00:13:01.430]You're more shy than I am today.
- [00:13:05.140]But, I did learn something.
- [00:13:07.300]This is why I was telling you about this,
- [00:13:10.260]if you grew up in Japan, and it changed you.
- [00:13:13.090]So, I had not done anything really before
- [00:13:16.470]in the sense of life changing.
- [00:13:18.820]I grew up in Montana.
- [00:13:19.970]There was only two Native families in my high school.
- [00:13:22.884]I mean literally two families.
- [00:13:24.500]That was it.
- [00:13:25.750]I was one of them.
- [00:13:28.010]We were the Cornelius family 'cause we were big,
- [00:13:29.350]so they knew a lot about us.
- [00:13:31.110]Anyhow, there was only two.
- [00:13:33.538]It was hard for us.
- [00:13:36.710]Probably for me, the change probably for me the most,
- [00:13:40.735]all of us have some life changing event,
- [00:13:43.390]is I joined the military 'cause I wanted
- [00:13:45.680]to try to change my life.
- [00:13:47.401]Earlier in the back, we had some talking
- [00:13:50.180]about being at the University of Iowa,
- [00:13:53.760]and the family, exciting them, right.
- [00:13:55.450]So, think after that.
- [00:13:57.220]Even for me, that's the same story.
- [00:14:00.362]I got married in high school.
- [00:14:04.783]We had a child when I was a senior.
- [00:14:09.002]I worked as a grocery store cashier first
- [00:14:12.020]before I did anything.
- [00:14:13.130]But then, in my mind, I knew that this
- [00:14:15.350]was not gonna be a life that I could then use
- [00:14:18.470]to help my children to be better,
- [00:14:20.460]make it better for them in any way, I knew that.
- [00:14:23.360]So, I had to do something.
- [00:14:24.600]I had to change that.
- [00:14:26.644]So, what I decided to do originally
- [00:14:28.140]was go into the Army.
- [00:14:30.027]That's what I chose to do originally.
- [00:14:33.980]Thank goodness my recruiter talked me
- [00:14:35.760]out of going full time.
- [00:14:36.760]I actually went into the Reserves.
- [00:14:38.862]It taught me some things, especially in basic training.
- [00:14:41.180]So, what do you guys know about basic training,
- [00:14:42.850]about any military?
- [00:14:44.420]Do you have any family that went into the military?
- [00:14:46.490]Yes, did you go into the military?
- [00:14:48.241]No.
- [00:14:49.620]So, what happened to her before and after?
- [00:14:52.110]When she went in, she was quiet and shy.
- [00:14:54.460]So, it is very overwhelming.
- [00:14:57.030]I think the first thing you experience,
- [00:14:59.380]so, for me, I said very shy guy,
- [00:15:01.684]very shy person, you know.
- [00:15:04.260]I was taught to listen.
- [00:15:06.480]When it's time to speak, speak like the traditional way
- [00:15:10.610]in which we're raised, right.
- [00:15:12.875]When you get in the military, and you're in basic training,
- [00:15:15.430]they shave off all your hair, and then they
- [00:15:18.660]start challenging you every single moment.
- [00:15:22.880]You people fall into certain groups,
- [00:15:25.536]and immediately you find out.
- [00:15:27.250]Now, what I found is you have people
- [00:15:29.800]that either will, the majority of people
- [00:15:32.470]will want to follow orders, 'cause it's very stressful.
- [00:15:37.035]It's easier to be a follower than anything else.
- [00:15:40.630]Then there are some, because it's very traumatic
- [00:15:43.910]to do this, some, like you were talking about,
- [00:15:47.296]you know, this is not really the right fit for you,
- [00:15:49.220]so you stop, and so you see some people
- [00:15:52.933]not make it through the process.
- [00:15:56.000]Then there's another smaller group like me,
- [00:15:58.330]and others, that said I do not like
- [00:16:01.000]being told what to do.
- [00:16:03.150](laughs)
- [00:16:04.569]I just don't like it.
- [00:16:06.430]So, after that, and other things we learned, too,
- [00:16:11.320]I got very fluent in four letter words now,
- [00:16:13.950]which I get into even more.
- [00:16:16.313]Like I said earlier, my brother's a pastor,
- [00:16:19.870]and I thought about going down that path,
- [00:16:22.153]but you can't use those four letter words anymore.
- [00:16:24.670]You become very fluent in that language.
- [00:16:26.720]Why do you become that way?
- [00:16:28.291]Because you get so stressed out
- [00:16:29.930]that you have to, your tolerance for things
- [00:16:35.390]becomes small.
- [00:16:38.110]That means in all ways.
- [00:16:39.310]So, for me, what I learned, and all those
- [00:16:42.330]around me learned, that we cared about two things,
- [00:16:45.110]honesty and integrity.
- [00:16:46.900]Communal, working together as a team,
- [00:16:49.970]and challenging each other.
- [00:16:51.720]That is something that was very strong.
- [00:16:54.610]So, when you learn those things, and when I left,
- [00:16:57.800]I learned that I am not going to let anyone
- [00:17:01.360]say no to me.
- [00:17:03.700]You have no right to say no to me.
- [00:17:07.209]I was telling you about my first experience
- [00:17:09.150]when I went to Montana State where I had
- [00:17:11.290]a certain economics professor that said to me,
- [00:17:13.457]"oh, we've never had anyone like you
- [00:17:15.077]"graduate from here before."
- [00:17:16.780]I wanted to say oh, yeah, I got some
- [00:17:18.570]four letter words for you.
- [00:17:20.030]But, anyhow, instead of saying something like that,
- [00:17:22.606]I was like, I'll show you.
- [00:17:23.623]I will succeed where you said I could not.
- [00:17:26.470]I wish he was still around.
- [00:17:28.020]He probably died.
- [00:17:29.369]It would be kind of awesome to go back and say hey,
- [00:17:31.550]look how many publications I had.
- [00:17:33.229]How many did you have?
- [00:17:34.062]How much have you done?
- [00:17:34.930]I've done so much more than you,
- [00:17:36.606]and you've been here forever.
- [00:17:37.550]What's wrong with you?
- [00:17:39.297]Right, your thought that I could not
- [00:17:41.290]do what you said was wrong in every way.
- [00:17:45.104]This person had assumed what one could do.
- [00:17:48.686]Just like right now, you have teachers
- [00:17:50.760]and other people on the outside assume
- [00:17:52.686]that you should be a certain way,
- [00:17:55.000]assume that you can't achieve something.
- [00:17:58.010]Our goal is to say no, that's not true.
- [00:18:00.310]Don't allow that to happen.
- [00:18:02.567]You know, Cindy was up there talking about,
- [00:18:10.340]yeah, Rebecca, she was talking about you know,
- [00:18:13.588]I've heard these stories of no crab in the bucket
- [00:18:16.126]and all that stuff, but I think in general,
- [00:18:17.570]that's kind of what we feel, right,
- [00:18:19.610]people think about me.
- [00:18:21.828]You know what?
- [00:18:22.825]Don't care about that.
- [00:18:24.377]That's a drop in the bucket of life.
- [00:18:27.740]So, that's what I did.
- [00:18:28.573]I worked, and it taught me things.
- [00:18:30.550]The military taught me again, as I said to you.
- [00:18:33.050]It taught me that I was going to say
- [00:18:35.326]I don't care if you say no.
- [00:18:37.622]I'm gonna do what I think I need to do.
- [00:18:41.497]I'm not gonna do that right now.
- [00:18:49.899]But, I got to do something that really inspired me
- [00:18:52.140]to do the things I do.
- [00:18:56.640]Now, when you go into chemical engineering,
- [00:18:58.260]or any discipline that you decide to go into,
- [00:19:00.870]you're gonna find some things that you like.
- [00:19:07.325]Professor didn't really talk about all the things
- [00:19:10.128]we do as a civil engineer, but there are also
- [00:19:13.125]things like chemical engineering, electrical engineering.
- [00:19:16.440]So, for me to be finished, you're at X,
- [00:19:19.867]flow, all these things.
- [00:19:22.180]Which one do I wanna choose?
- [00:19:23.260]That's always the hard part.
- [00:19:25.029]What do I wanna choose?
- [00:19:26.000]So, for me, I found I love polymers
- [00:19:29.770]because I worked for Dow Chemical.
- [00:19:31.700]When I did, I was involved with a lot
- [00:19:34.020]of different outreach activities during that time,
- [00:19:36.170]but also, I learned that I could take materials
- [00:19:39.510]and design them using catalysts.
- [00:19:42.550]That just fascinated me that I could
- [00:19:45.408]basically give birth to materials that don't exist,
- [00:19:49.417]and alter their properties by combining them
- [00:19:52.180]in different ways.
- [00:19:55.287]That, to me, was sexy.
- [00:19:58.570]Of course, I got boring, but to me that's exciting,
- [00:20:01.710]right, to be able to design something you want,
- [00:20:03.783]like the glasses you have are some type
- [00:20:06.100]of polymer material, and if I change its composition,
- [00:20:09.210]I could change its refracted index,
- [00:20:11.230]and thereby making it either thinner or thicker,
- [00:20:13.850]or make it do whatever you want it to do.
- [00:20:15.710]First generation of contact lenses
- [00:20:17.800]were created off what we call hybrid organic
- [00:20:19.830]inorganic materials, which are a combination
- [00:20:22.180]of polymer and cellulose acetone based materials
- [00:20:25.470]of metal, that made them soft and pliable,
- [00:20:28.770]and oxygen permeable, so that you could
- [00:20:30.340]wear them for hours, all day long.
- [00:20:33.270]That's a polymeric material.
- [00:20:35.620]So, I fell in love with that.
- [00:20:37.270]I had a chance to work at 3M.
- [00:20:38.670]I lived close to my brother in Aberdeen, South Dakota,
- [00:20:41.980]which I had no idea that it got that cold.
- [00:20:45.190]I'm from Montana.
- [00:20:47.088]That, I don't even know, they should ban that state.
- [00:20:50.672]It's too cold.
- [00:20:51.952]I don't know why.
- [00:20:53.488]It's insane cold.
- [00:20:55.669]So, anyhow, I thought I was from the cold,
- [00:20:57.667]but that was something.
- [00:20:58.500]But, this really inspired me to go
- [00:21:00.380]and do graduate work.
- [00:21:02.528]The reason for that, just like right now,
- [00:21:04.110]you're in a junior college, and there
- [00:21:07.008]will be certain things you can do,
- [00:21:09.163]and certain things you cannot do.
- [00:21:11.429]So, when I was at 3M, this is what really
- [00:21:13.190]showed me that I had to go on further,
- [00:21:15.860]I remember I was running a plant in Aberdeen, South Dakota.
- [00:21:20.971]I really wanted to do more research stuff,
- [00:21:23.640]research-like stuff.
- [00:21:25.370]So, I read, you know, I would read.
- [00:21:27.589]I knew a lot of stuff, and we had this one guy
- [00:21:30.680]that came from, he came from Notre Dame,
- [00:21:34.800]but, because he had a PhD, he got to run everything.
- [00:21:37.607]He had a background in metallics.
- [00:21:39.290]He knew nothing about polymers, I mean zippo,
- [00:21:44.032]but because he had a PhD, because that's the culture
- [00:21:46.810]within many companies, this person
- [00:21:49.330]was allowed to make all decisions in everything,
- [00:21:52.229]even though they had no knowledge or experience.
- [00:21:57.040]That just frustrated me.
- [00:21:58.460]I remember trying to move within 3M
- [00:22:01.420]through that little delusion, and I kept
- [00:22:03.800]getting the same response, which was well, Chris,
- [00:22:06.947]you don't have a PhD.
- [00:22:08.038]Well, Chris, you don't have this polymer background.
- [00:22:10.427]Well, Chris, you don't have that.
- [00:22:11.527]It's like well, okay, you're not gonna say no to me.
- [00:22:15.510]So, I decided to leave for that reason,
- [00:22:18.848]'cause they said no.
- [00:22:19.820]Like I said at the beginning, this no thing,
- [00:22:23.181]you can use it to your advantage.
- [00:22:25.640]Where did you really want to be?
- [00:22:27.762]Because you're young, all the things
- [00:22:29.977]that you can do are endless, right.
- [00:22:35.464]So, that inspired me leave from there,
- [00:22:39.360]finish my PhD at Virginia Tech,
- [00:22:41.880]start an asis program there, expanded there,
- [00:22:44.980]and then I ended up being able
- [00:22:47.085]to do a whole bunch of things because I would not
- [00:22:50.790]let someone say no to me.
- [00:22:53.800]That let me do all sorts of things.
- [00:22:55.430]So, I had a group, I actually had Russian scientists
- [00:22:59.330]working in my lab for three years
- [00:23:01.540]'cause they wanted to come work with me..
- [00:23:03.210]We built this idea, I had this crazy idea
- [00:23:05.430]that I could take what we call a pressure swing
- [00:23:09.559]into our group, which is basically a thing
- [00:23:12.410]that had geode lights in it, which are like rocks,
- [00:23:16.184]some rocks, porous rocks.
- [00:23:19.303]I could take that and I could combine it
- [00:23:22.120]with carbon molecular sieves, and then I put it
- [00:23:24.100]in combination with membranes.
- [00:23:27.940]What I could do is I could take oxygen from air,
- [00:23:31.299]does anyone know what the concentration
- [00:23:32.597]of oxygen and hydrogen of air is?
- [00:23:34.740]Yes.
- [00:23:38.480]Yes.
- [00:23:39.760]So, what I did is I designed something
- [00:23:42.480]that could take a combination of a PSA,
- [00:23:45.200]a membrane technology, and I could produce oxygen
- [00:23:48.353]that is 96%, and recover 78% of it from air.
- [00:23:53.603]So, that was patented.
- [00:23:54.643]So, I had research scientists from Russia
- [00:23:57.260]come and work with me.
- [00:23:58.904]We developed this as a product.
- [00:24:01.990]Again, the only reason I could do that
- [00:24:04.264]is because I decided I'm gonna go further.
- [00:24:06.423]I'm not gonna let someone say no to me.
- [00:24:09.805]That let me do all sorts of different things.
- [00:24:10.940]I had a company from, does anybody know
- [00:24:12.920]who Sharp Corporation is?
- [00:24:16.360]Sharp?
- [00:24:18.720]Yeah, yeah, Sharp microwave.
- [00:24:20.400]So, I had a job with these scientists
- [00:24:22.328]that come from Japan, and they worked with me
- [00:24:24.860]for two years, developed portable fuel cells
- [00:24:28.320]that are sometimes used to power things
- [00:24:30.830]like your radio, your car, that range of things.
- [00:24:35.200]So, they came and worked with me
- [00:24:36.340]to help do those things.
- [00:24:38.110]All those, so I helped mentor all sorts
- [00:24:41.520]of different people, and again,
- [00:24:43.786]to go back to the very beginning, who was I?
- [00:24:46.528]I was just some guy.
- [00:24:47.890]So, because I said no, and I said I'm not
- [00:24:51.290]gonna let you say no, this kind of gives you
- [00:24:53.480]a background of who I am.
- [00:24:54.800]I have been, I had a path, right.
- [00:24:59.380]I contributed in multiple ways.
- [00:25:01.010]People know who I am based on papers I've written,
- [00:25:04.040]more than just the poster.
- [00:25:06.620]My background is such that I really
- [00:25:08.580]am interested in the intersection of materials,
- [00:25:11.260]water, energy, things that help society,
- [00:25:14.510]that's what I'm really interested in.
- [00:25:16.510]I like solving problems.
- [00:25:18.531]Because of that, it's allowed me to work
- [00:25:20.893]with all sorts of different people
- [00:25:22.387]throughout that, 3M, Toyota, Honda, Goodyear, Sharp.
- [00:25:25.970]I could list a whole bunch of different companies
- [00:25:27.900]I worked with simply because I was going to
- [00:25:30.840]turn that no into a yes, and turn that yes
- [00:25:34.947]into something else.
- [00:25:36.650]So, when I look at you, I say I'm so happy
- [00:25:40.980]to see that you're in college right now.
- [00:25:44.248]I would say go further than that.
- [00:25:46.684]Think beyond where you are in life now.
- [00:25:49.245]What I was saying to you, you don't have to come here.
- [00:25:52.264]You could go somewhere else, but the idea
- [00:25:54.500]is that you could continue on, and there's such
- [00:25:57.345]a successful road that's ahead with you.
- [00:26:00.400]There's so many people with models.
- [00:26:02.183]Yes, there is going to be challenges.
- [00:26:05.720]That's just the way life is, right, challenges.
- [00:26:08.845]But, you can turn those challenges
- [00:26:10.560]into opportunities for you.
- [00:26:13.110]So, here's some monetary reasons
- [00:26:16.570]why you should consider that.
- [00:26:18.430]It's funny, I'm gonna tell you a story.
- [00:26:20.670]A couple years ago, I think about seven years ago,
- [00:26:24.790]my brother and I, rather my family,
- [00:26:27.237]and my youngest son, we were playing the game of Life.
- [00:26:29.980]You ever played Life before?
- [00:26:33.620]Yeah?
- [00:26:34.830]At least one you'll admit, right.
- [00:26:36.470]What do you know about Life, the game Life?
- [00:26:39.650]You said you played it.
- [00:26:40.483]What do you know about Life?
- [00:26:45.770]You said, I saw you raise your hand.
- [00:26:47.057]Did you say you played the game Life before?
- [00:26:49.860]Uh, yeah.
- [00:26:51.430]What do you remember about it?
- [00:26:53.343]You had to go on a board,
- [00:26:55.130]and you gather money, trust funds.
- [00:27:01.438]Yeah.
- [00:27:03.390]Yeah, it's kind of a fun game, right.
- [00:27:06.250]It's decisions, right.
- [00:27:07.083]You have to make decisions of what you wanna do.
- [00:27:09.659]So, my son, we started off the game.
- [00:27:11.470]The first thing he decided right away
- [00:27:12.900]is I'm gonna go, what did he say,
- [00:27:15.077]I'm gonna take the first career possible.
- [00:27:17.100]So, he chose the lowest bar of all.
- [00:27:19.670]Then, you know, everyone else said they
- [00:27:21.120]were all gonna go to college.
- [00:27:24.260]So, towards the end of the game, he goes,
- [00:27:26.540]'cause he had nothing, he was broke,
- [00:27:28.120]and he had four kids.
- [00:27:29.822]He was broke, and he goes I should've went to college.
- [00:27:32.462]I wish I could've filmed that.
- [00:27:33.758]It was so funny.
- [00:27:34.760]But anyhow, that's, whether you're talking
- [00:27:36.550]about that game or not, you could
- [00:27:38.720]look at where you could be within the spectrum.
- [00:27:43.858]There's nothing wrong with any of these choices
- [00:27:47.010]that one could make, but if you're hungry inside
- [00:27:51.043]that you know that there's more than that
- [00:27:54.250]to achieve, that you know you can achieve more,
- [00:27:57.800]this gives you a range, right.
- [00:28:00.320]Basically, high school, you could go
- [00:28:01.720]from 30 to well beyond 100 plus thousand dollars,
- [00:28:08.055]just by continuing to move forward.
- [00:28:10.563]In doing that, you pick up different opportunities
- [00:28:12.859]like this one that I chose to be here.
- [00:28:14.840]I really want to try to help others,
- [00:28:17.160]inspire them, try to get beyond.
- [00:28:19.822]I think it's necessary, so I sacrificed to be here,
- [00:28:26.191]and that's okay, 'cause it's fun.
- [00:28:29.093]It's fun to be with you.
- [00:28:32.800]I know this is probably, this always
- [00:28:35.587]reminds me of Dude, Where's My Car.
- [00:28:37.685]Did you guys ever watch that before?
- [00:28:39.107]Remember, they're, he's ordering food,
- [00:28:41.285]and he goes why.
- [00:28:42.291]And then, and then, and then, right.
- [00:28:43.790]So, if you ever heard this comic, right.
- [00:28:47.120]Why go to college?
- [00:28:49.510]I'm sure you probably heard this before.
- [00:28:51.766]So, you get a degree, so you get a good job,
- [00:28:53.890]so you make more money.
- [00:28:56.691]The opportunities that you're gonna be hearing
- [00:28:58.820]later on is there are many things
- [00:29:02.200]that are in place to try to help you in college,
- [00:29:05.688]help make it possible for you to go,
- [00:29:08.049]so it's easier for you to succeed.
- [00:29:09.960]I would say that you want to take advantage
- [00:29:12.270]of all those things right here.
- [00:29:16.940]People wanna see you succeed like me
- [00:29:19.171]and this whole program.
- [00:29:20.248]That's what it's all about.
- [00:29:22.745]So, like Billy Mills, anyone know who Billy Mills is?
- [00:29:25.651]He was a cool guy, right.
- [00:29:26.800]My dad and him went to school together.
- [00:29:29.470]But, think about if he had stopped, right.
- [00:29:31.700]He was originally at Haskell.
- [00:29:34.168]I don't know if you were aware or not,
- [00:29:35.608]if you know that.
- [00:29:36.611]He was at Haskell first, right.
- [00:29:37.608]Imagine if he had taken all those no's,
- [00:29:42.170]he also went in the Marines.
- [00:29:45.793]But, anyhow, he took all those no's,
- [00:29:49.297]and decided to take a challenge to go to Kansas,
- [00:29:52.300]which then allowed him to have an opportunity
- [00:29:54.140]to become an Olympic person, and win a gold medal.
- [00:29:59.183]Imagine if he had caved in to all those people
- [00:30:03.610]that had said you can't do that.
- [00:30:07.423]What do you think you're doing?
- [00:30:10.495]Because of this, now he's an inspiration to others,
- [00:30:13.290]and has a gold medal.
- [00:30:15.560]So, when you're thinking about all these things,
- [00:30:18.020]I know that all of us have some kind
- [00:30:20.175]of adapting, just culturally.
- [00:30:22.890]We can use those as strengths, right.
- [00:30:26.120]You can use relationships to do that.
- [00:30:29.130]We hear earlier, sometimes you have overcome
- [00:30:32.210]certain things, but in general, you know,
- [00:30:34.890]there's lots of community that will
- [00:30:37.652]help you be successful.
- [00:30:39.092]Take advantage of those.
- [00:30:40.473]So, when I see you, I see this.
- [00:30:42.473]I see all these little different seeds, potential.
- [00:30:46.287]The question will then become who do you become, right.
- [00:30:52.852]Not that I'm saying you're an orange or a pear.
- [00:30:56.120]What I'm saying is there's something in you
- [00:30:59.535]that could be significant, even more
- [00:31:02.160]that what we know now.
- [00:31:05.380]So, I'm sure you've all read the Sneeches before.
- [00:31:09.753]Don't let someone say to you because you don't
- [00:31:12.113]have a star on your belly that you're not good enough.
- [00:31:15.190]Don't let that be the thing that stops you.
- [00:31:18.393]Don't let that occur.
- [00:31:19.750]Don't let that be the thing that prevents you
- [00:31:25.033]from becoming who you possibly could be.
- [00:31:32.073]Sitting Bull said, "Let's put our minds together
- [00:31:33.787]"to see what we can build for our children."
- [00:31:37.390]Last night you heard stories, and like I
- [00:31:40.320]was saying earlier at the very beginning,
- [00:31:42.110]there are generational things that are occurring here.
- [00:31:44.840]You are a part of another generation,
- [00:31:47.310]and the question will be the thing that you build
- [00:31:50.260]will be benefits for your children,
- [00:31:52.317]and your children's children.
- [00:31:56.570]So, the sacrifices that you are making,
- [00:32:00.130]you may not see the benefit now,
- [00:32:02.380]but maybe in another 30-odd years, you'll see it.
- [00:32:07.840]It'll be a wonderful thing to see.
- [00:32:10.390]So, we kind of finish right here.
- [00:32:12.686]I simply say you're on this wonderful journey.
- [00:32:15.750]I'm so excited to see that you have
- [00:32:18.027]decided to come here.
- [00:32:19.510]I'm hoping that you will come out sometime
- [00:32:22.386]to call and talk.
- [00:32:27.180]But, I'm gonna stop here.
- [00:32:29.830]Like I said, you're on a journey that I
- [00:32:31.530]am jealous of because opportunities
- [00:32:36.450]that you have are far greater than when I was there.
- [00:32:40.040]Dr. Thomas will share his.
- [00:32:42.190]Because someone has helped pave the way
- [00:32:44.891]as an ice breaker for you, you are successful.
- [00:32:48.100]That's a challenge for you now.
- [00:32:49.820]What are you gonna do with that?
- [00:32:51.566]Are you gonna let it close up behind you,
- [00:32:53.050]or are you gonna follow along,
- [00:32:54.430]what your parents did, what your grandparents did?
- [00:32:58.200]So, I'm gonna stop here.
- [00:33:00.729]I'm gonna have to teach, but I will
- [00:33:01.930]give this couple of minutes if you
- [00:33:03.990]have any questions for me.
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